So I am still here. Really haven't been doing like I should and haven't lost any more weight, but I have been busy with the biggest loser. I went to an open casting call in Charlotte this past Saturday, August 6, and it was an experience for the book! I took the 3 hour trip with my sister who is auditioning with me, but we didn't get a call back for that. But we also were busy making a video to send in as well because you can get a call from that. Just sent that like two days ago so we will see how that goes. My major thing was, if I don't go I will never know. So we went, and had a great time and enjoyed ourselves.
This coming week I am joining the gym with my sister and a few friends and I hope that this will help to keep me on track!! Nothing like a little friendly competition to bring out the weight loss in a person! All fun though. My sister and I were thinking about some things that we could do for the winner. Kind of like our own biggest loser thing and whoever loses the most percentage in a certain amount of time, gets the prize. I want a trip to Alaska, haha, don't think that would happen anytime soon, but I tell you what I am going to get there!!
School starts back this coming Tuesday for me! I know right, where did the summer go?? The way that I am looking at it is that we are more than halfway finished! Two semesters left, a state board exam, and then I will be a registered nurse! And before that happens, or at least around the same time, I want to have lost over 100 pounds. I know that I can do it, and I know that I have said that quite alot on here lately, but I have to do it. Pulled a muscle in my back today and I am only 30 and I feel like I falling apart. Every part of my body hurts all the time, my clothes don't fit, I feel depressed all the time, I never get to enjoy life, I am always stuck at the house because my weight holds me down! Not anyMORE!!! I refuse. I have spent the past 30 years fighting this, and I refuse to spend my next 30 years hiding from the world. It's my time now!!
388....That number glared at me from the scale and I wanted to crumble. Food, you will not take my life from me, from now on, I am controlling you!!!

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Starting Over Again....This time for good. Breaking free from these shackles and chains of weight and making the most out of my days by living in the moment, and basking in the glory of change!
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